Got an A

Woo Hoo

I think got an A on my Abnormal Psych test. What was really cool is that I was there early studying and my teacher was talking to me. I can't remember how Florida came up. I think it was about the Hurricanes and I said I was from Florida originally and how my son went through all 3 Florida hurricanes last summer. He was telling me about his son and grandchildren and where they lived in Florida. Then he asked well how did you end up... here... Just for the record my Professor is a Foreinsic Psychologist (what I need to evalute Samantha) So I said... well I got married came up here, got a divorce and because of the 100 mile rule I can't leave. He said so they gave you full custody right. I said actually no I was the at home mom and they gave me no rights at all. His eyes got huge. I proceeded to tell him about the Psychological and he asked who the judge was and who did the Psychological and he was not surprised at either. He said I need to get that order overturned as soon as possible. I got my foot in the door and as the semester progresses I will see if there is anything he can do to help me.

About that same time my law professor come walking in to talk to me. He hands me all kinds of material on Shepardizing and different Legal things. My Psych professor said what are you going to go into. I said well maybe law but I want a mix of the two. He said that is the best way to get custody overturned. So all in all that was a positive experience.

In Humanities I am supposed to do an Art project on any medium. So I am going to take the poem that I wrote about my daughters abuse and then sketch a picture. Using that medium to guide me. I have a few interesting ideas. Going to let them stir around for a bit.

Well I can say that I am over Scotty. It didn't take long.. so I am on the prowl again. Ha! Naw.. not really just gonna see what options are open and go from there.

Well have homework to complete.

Me

EXAM TODAY !!!!! ARGGGH

Well today I have my first exam in school. Abnormal Psychology... lots of fun. I really wish I could just bring my ex in for show and tell and get credit for living with someone that was so screwed up and making it through alive. But I don't think they will count that. heheh

Actually, Jamie and I are "working together" more lately. I have to give us both a lot of credit for at least trying. He has allowed our daughter to go to Pioneers at my church on Monday's and she absolutely loves it. It's a children's program that both kids are now attending. I am glad that he is allowing her to go she loves it sooo much.

Well, Scotty was a complete bust and a loser at that. Geez.... what was I thinking? Ya know I really honestly felt that he was not right for me. Little things really made me second guess. That should have been enough to say okay your are not the one and move on. But I am stubborn and lonely and wanted to make it work for the moment. Gosh... HAVE I NOT LEARNED ANYTHING???? Apparently, not. I don't think he was really a Christian anyways. Yes, I know that is a big NO, NO. But he is history now. Bruised my ego as he walked out the door. He was so great at the beginning until her Grandfather died then it all fell apart and he became distant and treated me not so great. Here I am trying to give him the benefit of the doubt when I should have just said, You're a jerk and shut the door on him. I have a hard time doing that. My heart is just too big for the wrong people.

So I am single again.... not that I guess I ever really wasn't single when it came down to Scotty. He was quite the player. I kept telling my mom he is too much like me. I can be so calcultated and play the game, but as much as I enjoy the game. I want someone that I can just be me and have them love me.

Well I am off to school to ACE my Abnormal Psych test, or at the very least pass it. But I plan to be positive since I know the material pretty well. I have a big writing assignment for Legal Research and Writing this week that I have to work on while I am at school. BLAH... I wish I could just do it here. I don't really like the Library. heheh But I will compile all that I need and bring it home.

Me