HOT!!!! HOT!!!! HOT!!!!
Samantha and I got a new kitten in April. We have named him Mr. Gable. For Clark Gable since he is a little cad. He will make you fall in love with him one minute and furious at him the next. He is nothing but a bundle of trouble. But what can I say.... I like the men in my life that way. HA HA HA... Why would the cat or dog be any different. And Touche' our dog is no better. He is into trouble all the time as well. Thank goodness my kids are sweet and good.
I have had Samantha 3 of my 5 weeks already and that makes me kinda sad. I love having her here so much. There is nothing like having both of my children home together. Whenever there is just Samantha or just Grayson... the house seems a little empty. I am thankful for the times that I do get both of my children together. I know my ex will never get that pleasure ever again and it burns him. My ex's family keeps trying to include Grayson in their life and Grayson really doesn't want to be part of any of it. He can't stand them and knows they are not Christians. They drink and smoke around him and the "grandfather" is a drug addict and "uncle" is a convicted drug addict. I don't like to rock the boat with them because it just causes too many problems... I don't need anymore of those. But I think Grayson at 10 should be able to say "You are not my family anymore" Grayson is a remarkable child... and we knew he had a calling on his life he told us this Spring that he wants to become a Pastor. So, we are trying to encourage him in the Lord, as much as, possible.
I have been in the mood to write alot lately. I guess it just comes with the territory when I am passionate or emotional writing is my outlet to let some of what I build up inside to be let out. And I tend to let most things build up and quietly deal on my own. I am so used to it now. I think that is my biggest thing with God. For some reason I think I can do it better than Him so I hold on to it. I am not a worrier like my mom but boy, am I stubborn about giving it to the Lord. I am not sure what I think I can do about it... HA HA HA... Why I can't give my issues over to the Creator of the galaxy is honestly beyond me.
I am reading Pilgrim's Progress this summer. WoW!! If you are a Christian and have not read this or read this when you were younger I strongly suggest you pull it out or buy a copy and read it again. I am reading the New English version since as a church we are reading this. I think I would prefer the original text, but I am a nerd and love Old English. Yes, I am a dork I admit it. HA!!
What else is going on here... I got all my schooling and classes set up for Fall. I am taking 2 Psych classes one of which is FORENSIC... I was soooooooooo excited about this one. Out of my 4 classes I have 9 books that I will be reading. WHOAH!!! Good thing I like to read. I have been reading my Forensic book already I want to get it finished and one of my other ones to get a good head start for the semester. All I have to say is Holy Smokadoo.... I will have no time for boys, men, or ones that think they are... heheheheehehehe....
I bought a Purity Ring. It says on the inner ban I Will Wait for... and on the top it says My Beloved. I felt I needed to do this. It's a good reminder for me. Since I struggle in this area a lot after being married. I will just say it I MISS SEX.... not that my ex was great Mr. Cheater. But nevertheless I don't miss it with him just in general.
Well I am sure I will be on this site more and more. I have missed writing a lot.
I better run before I am late for church. We are studying the Parables of Jesus. Last week was the Seeds and Soil... what kind of seed are you? I could write forever about that...
Anywho.
Catch ya on the flip side

2 Comments:
Hmm,
Well writing is good for your soul, so keep it up.
Good things come to those who wait, or at least that is what the al knowing advertising agency for Heinz says, so it must be true.
Well no other way to catch ya, so please let us know how court goes
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